Thursday, August 7, 2014

I feel that everything just keeps changing

I moved home a week ago, (home meaning Indiana) and I honestly couldn't be happier. I have my family back and the only thing I'm missing right now is a job and a place to call my own. I have to pretty much restart completely and it's stressful but I think I'm up for the challenge.. I told myself that if I don't have a job in a week that something's wrong but if we're thinking about this logically a week is a really short time to get a job and an apartment.. But on the other hand I've been out of work for going on three weeks and I'm running low on funds and I'm beginning to freak out a bit.. I've never been out of work for so long I'm starting to get restless..
Today is one of those days that you just sit and listen to the rain and watch sappy movies but today I'm taking today by the balls and applying for Medicaid, WIC, Government Aid, I'm also looking for low income housing and a Job.. I believe I'll be in the library for a little bit but I want to get this stuff done so I can start my own life here already..
Baby is doing great and I'm actually starting to show a bit.. But being that I've always been so tiny its really not that surprising that I'm starting to show, It's not a big bump but it's a little something something and it's kind of cute.. Next week would have been baby's third check-up but I don't think that it's going to happen this week.. I hope that everything is okay in there.. I'm sure it is, baby and I have been eating so well here and there's just so much love that people have for baby already it's honestly just amazing.. Aunt Emmy was so excited to see me and hear about baby and I'm so glad to have her back in my life..

well, back to getting back on my feet!

With Wishful Thinking and a Growing Baby Bump