Have you ever found that moment in life when you're just comfortable? Maybe its with the way you're living your life, or maybe its a significant other. Either way, you're comfortable and it's a good feeling. Well I think I've finally found that feeling.
I remember when we were making our way up to NYC and we ended up stopping in Charlotte for the night. Heather Shaw and I slept on the roof and just talked about life. Heather told me that I should talk to the universe more.. She said I needed to take what I wanted in life bottle it up, close my eyes and just release it into the universe and let the universe do with it what it would like. I was confused what that meant at the time, but I think I get it, finally.
When you stop freaking out about life and just kinda roll with the punches, it ends up to actually be a good time. I stopped trying to be so controlling over every little detail and life is falling slowly into place.
I thought I lost my being comfortable after I left NYC, I honestly thought I left all of me there somewhere on the sidewalks of Manhattan. It was here the hole time.
Thursday, January 2, 2014
This past year has been full of ups and downs but I can honestly say that I wouldn't have had it any other way.
My closet is beginning to over load with black everything, Urban Outfitters is consuming my state of mind and draining my wallet but my clothes are to die for. When I'm not working it's all black everything, as you can see, it's kind of my thing and I don't think I'll get out of this fad anytime soon. I'm still obsessed with wearing crop tops and high waist everything.
My New Years celebration revolved around seeing people that I haven't see in months and plenty of booze. I rekindled burnt out friendships and I honestly can say it was a night to remember (even though I don't remember getting home).. I was drenched in champagne and I have a souvenir hat to prove it.
I wore a metallic grey skirt with a black crop top, black thigh high stockings and to top it off, I wore a dark plum lipstick.
Next year I want to spend my New Years in NYC, where my heart is..
I'm currently eating rice cakes and listening to Ed Sheeran Pandora, my heart and mind are at ease.